RJG -
P1. - As per CTD, consciousness can ONLY occur 'after' that which it is conscious of. C is always 'after' X. [C>X].
P2. - If consciousness is to 'cause' something, it must occur 'before' that which it is causing. If C is to cause X, then C must occur 'before' X. [C<X]
C1. - Therefore, to 'consciously cause' X, C must come 'before' that which it comes 'after'. ...which is a logical impossibility.
C2. - Therefore 'conscious causation' is logically impossible.
Furthermore:
P1. Consciousness cannot 'consciously cause' that which it is conscious of.
P2. Consciousness cannot 'consciously cause' that which it is NOT conscious of.
C. Therefore, Consciousness cannot 'cause' anything!
Well, you need to distinguish the terminology more clearly. I will step in and do so for you.
P1. Stuff is consciously processed and then we become aware of said stuff. To visibly see something the light has to travel to my eye and the signal then passed on to the consciousness of my brain, which I then become consciously aware of.
Absolutely no problems there; other than the sticky issue of what is really meant by "consciousness" and "conscious awareness" - so there we have an underlying assumption of semantic meaning prior to the premise.
P2. ... so already things break down here a little. Consciousness (the processing) comes before the conscious awareness, this is repetition of and no more.
You've also added, without reasoning, that because consciousness (the processing) comes before conscious awareness that conscious awareness has no effect on consciousness (the processing.) You assume there is no feedback, which you are entitled to do in a logical proof, but you've hidden it.
I don't see how we have two different premises here. I only see one which is this:
P. Because consciousness causes conscious awareness, conscious awareness cannot effect consciousness.
Your conclusion is merely a repetition of the premise.
You are saying basically looks to me like, If A then A. Which works if you accept A without the need for a logical explanation.
I hope you understand the flaws here in either your premises or the fact that there is only the façade of "conclusion" (meaning the premise is set up as the so called conclusion.)
note: it is quite possible that you may find reasoning faulty, if so then it is most likely due to the lack of attention you've paid to the definition of terms. If you meant something different than "consciousness" as being used in two ways as I distinguished (as processing and as awareness) then please try and explain.
From what you write after this you seem to back up my interpretation so I think you'll find it extremely difficult to claim you have any kind of logical proof. All you appear to have is your stated opinion presented as if it is an undeniable truth.
TO ADD
What seem to be avoiding is the issue of conscious awareness. You, five years ago, understood that the position you begin in is the position of conscious awareness. If you were not aware you have nowhere to go from. The obvious "starting position" is I am aware, and from there we're stuck with the verbal wall before us that is trying to encapsulate "experience" in finite definitions.
To the morality issue. I still cannot fathom how accepting responsibility for what you do (be it harmful or otherwise - and we're more likely to blame others when things go wrong, it takes an act of conscious thought no understand it may be us at fault, but we wish to blame others rather than change ourselves) is in any way NOT an "ugly truth"? Yet, you propound that saying Que sera sera is somehow "uglier" to deal with? It sounds willfully disingenuous to me. Can you not see why?
Within you vie where there is a hint of stoicism maybe? I don't know. I am probing, and I am not against stoicism only I believe it is somewhat "passive" and focusing only on the good side of what passivity can cause.
Not choosing is a choice. I don't view the course of my life as a continual coin toss, where my decision to kill or not kill someone is out of my hands. That said I am perfectly aware that I cannot sprout wings and fly to the Moon to have a picnic with the Clangers and the Soup Dragon - much as the idea appeals to me!
I would also argue that if you assume there is a "truth", and your claim to anything is weighed by whatever "truth", you are making a value based decision. If you take up this position then I assume you must value one thing over another, in which case you can say there is something better or worse.
To follow this up, if you assume a "truthful" or "better" way, then you say you have no choice (when you actually do have some choice) you are willing to accept non-truths because you don't believe you can question them in the first place. If there is no "right" or "wrong" assumption about anything you cannot make a truth claim that stand up logically. If you can then you accept that there are "right" and "wrong" answers yet refuse to look for them, only to blindly accept defeat because the problem is seemingly unsurmountable.
A plea to ignorance leads to people being burnt at the stake for witchcraft, or the Nobel Prize being awarded for performing lobotomies as a "therapeutic treatment."
Mistakes are only recognized by making choices. To not choose is to adhere to ignorance and blindly make the same mistakes over and over causing untold harm and perhaps leading the destruction of what you hold dear.
That is why I find it abhorrent, it is because I have followed the thought through to the bitter limits of my understanding and found nothing but potential fault in the denial of choice whilst int he other direction there is still fault, but bitterly consumed fault and an "uglier" truth of existence being a hardfought and merely potentially meaningless, rather than utterly meaningless.